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Until I Disappear [12 Jul 2006|03:47pm] [ music | Marilyn Manson - Coma Black ] I remember that day. The sun was shining, the clouds were smiling, the wind was playing in my hair.  The strands as thin as nothing gently caressed my sullen face, teasing my reflection in the black hole hiding under a film of rancid water, calling out to me, telling me I'm not worth the privilege of existence unless I am as weightless as my crowning glory.  I reached for the solidarity that lay beneath my skin, the bones that always reassured me that I was okay. The trees swayed with the rhythm of the earth, and music drifted in the air.  But then a storm, an unearthly storm, of insecurity and ugliness exploded through that waters and slapped me in the face. It stole my bones and turned them into fat cells that proclaimed that natures music was too loud, so it built a dark fortress to steal the sound, a fortress of ugly. I was left with the misery and hideousness of a thick black smog.  Then, I decided the sun was still too bright so I shot it down. And the wind was too playful, so I pulled out my hair and now dwell within darkness in a tainted atmosphere... I will never be beautiful again, Until I Disappear.  2 Blisters| Scrape Off A Thorn

[05 Jun 2006|10:26pm] [ mood | apathetic ] 24 Blisters| Scrape Off A Thorn

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